Stepdad's Thoughts

My thought and feelings.

Fear

I fear I will never know truly know how my step children feel about me. At least not in the way I believe parents know how their children feel about them. I am scared to reach out and give the hugs I want to give because I am unsure how they will react to the touch. My step son is not the real problem here, he will walk up and give me a hug and is not afraid to show his feelings. My step daughter is more difficult to figure out. I guess in part the problem is mine, she is 17 and I am a bit unsure if giving her a hug would be proper. I want to let her know I love her. Last night she gave me a hug to say thank you and that meant a lot to me.

I am confused and torn up inside, I feel depressed.

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September 29, 2009 - Posted by | General

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